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The words resounded in Laurenza's head for what seemed like an eternity. She had not told Thorn, not told him that she had wanted Levanté alive. She could not comprehend it. She could not accept it. She called out, as her legs gave way and she collapsed to the ground by Levanté's limp body, sobbing.
"No... No... NO!" she called out, as The Circle stared at her with mixed expressions of pity and apathy. "Levanté..."
Thorn couldn't understand why she was so upset. Levanté had been the enemy, had it not been their objective to destroy him?
"Do not weep for him, my Queen." said Thorn softly, as if Laurenza was merely saddened by seeing a dead body. She continued to cry. A nagging understanding began to form in Thorn's mind. Laurenza really was weeping for Levanté, she was clutching his shoulders, crying endlessly.
"It's time I brought my actions away from people I respect." said Thorn, as he closed his eyes. He did not want to see this, he had killed him, and Laurenza had felt for him. He did not want to see her crying.
"Thorn?" Laurenza said quietly, though it was nearly inaudible in the crying. Thorn tried to make an excuse for his actions, though he knew now that he could not justify murder.
"I did not know you wanted him alive." he said, still with his eyes closed. "I cannot be around you, my Queen."
"Don't... go..." she said, still sobbing. "It wasn't your fault." Thorn disagreed. He began to spread his wings, and looked up at a large, circular window near the top of a facing wall. The golden sunshine gleamed through it and soft, white clouds billowed slowly past it.
"I came to find the thing you were missing." said Thorn, as if he was thinking of just the right thing to say. "And I have taken that thing away from you forever." He arched his back up slightly and let it fall down, causing his wings to make one powerful flap, lifting him up towards the high ceiling. He steadied himself and continued flapping slightly, so he was suspended safely around a meter from the ground.
'I cannot apologize." he murmured softly, as he began to fly slowly towards the window. "I must go."
"Thorn..." said Laurenza, as some of the members of The Circle began to talk under their breath to each other, while one merely leaned against a wall, and with a slightly sick smile, drew up one hand and waved. Thorn had not noticed. He was still flying slowly towards the window. He reached it and took hold of the sides with his hands, and stood on the ledge, looking out to the landscape.
"How can you say my name, after what I've done?"
"It's me who should be apologizing. I was the one who dragged you into this stupid mess, and didn't explain fully why." By now, a small tear had begun to fall from Thorn's eye and was running down his cheek. He jumped down from the window and landed in front of Laurenza.
"All I can do is kill, for a thousand years that's all I did. I never knew how to help or love... until... I met you." Laurenza was moved to see Thorn crying, as much as she was to hear him say such a thing. She placed her arms around him, but he still stood rigid, with his arms by his side. He pushed her away gently, turned away from her and covered his eyes with his arm.
"I was wrong to cry for him." Laurenza said suddenly, her tears beginning to cease. "When I first saw him, he stole my heart. But he was married and didn't want me; so I wanted to over-power him and claim him as my own... but..." she stopped. She couldn't bring herself to say it. The memory of Levanté defeating her warriors at Orca Palace was still a raw in her mind.
"But?" said Thorn, turning around.
"He was too strong for me, so I found you, and this is where we are now."
"Where?" said Thorn, who did not really understand what Laurenza meant. Laurenza did not seem to either. She placed her head against the wall and started to bang it, with her eyes screwed shut.
Thorn grabbed Laurenza's shoulders and pulled her back. He noticed then that her head was still bleeding from Garin's attack.
"You're hurt..." he said, staring at the wound.
"It's just a scratch," she said as she touched it and winced. "Compared to what you did to Garin afterwards..."
"It takes a bit of rage behind that spell to make it work powerful enough..." Thorn said, as he bent forward and kissed her on the forehead. The area where he had kissed her shone for a moment, as if it had been surrounded by bright white fairy lights. They then spread to the other cuts on her body and healed them. The blood vanished and Laurenza let out a small sigh of relief as the pain disappeared. Laurenza blushed again. This had been the first time Thorn had kissed her, but it had not been as romantic as she had imagined.
"It's no illusion," he said as he grabbed her hand and brought it to her head, so she could feel the now non-existent wounds. It took her a few moments to realize that Thorn was holding her hand, and that his hand was no longer pale and veined, but alive and peach-coloured.
"What now, my Queen?" Thorn asked, staring into her eyes.
"I don't know!" Laurenza cried, annoyed, as she fell to the ground. Everything felt futile now. Her memories and her emotions felt intermingled. It was hard to decide whether she felt something for Thorn, or whether it was Levanté she still felt for. Thorn placed two strong arms under Laurenza's arms and lifted her up. He seemed to have forgotten about leaving.
"Laurenza, you have to move on!" he barked, as he shook her slightly. "You have to keep going, no matter what. Levanté may be gone, but you cannot let him destroy you like this, it's just what he'd want..."
Laurenza felt the words register in her mind. She knew he was right, but a voice in the back of her mind was crying out, telling her that she could not just forget about Levanté that easily. But another voice was also calling out, a stronger voice.
"Little girl, " It said, it was Levanté's, mocking her. Laurenza had to rise above it. She was not a little girl and she had to show it.
"You're right." She said, as a malevolent smile spread across her face. She drew her arms out, as the sun itself seemed to dim, and the room was filled with a dark emptiness. "I am still the Dark Queen and nothing will stop me!" she cried, in a voice unlike her own. "I can do anything I want!"
Thorn smiled also. "Anyone..." he added.
"Yeah!" she cried. "No one defies me...Levanté defied me, and he died!" She laughed loudly, almost hysterically. The warriors of The Circle were scared, all except for Thorn, who simply stood admiring Laurenza. Feeling that Laurenza may now have a clearer perspective, Thorn repeated himself.
"What now, my Queen?" he asked.
Laurenza faced him. "Are you going to stay with me?" she asked sincerely, before glancing up at the window, and then back. "I thought you might move on."
But Thorn wasn't going to move on. Feeling that he still might have a place in Laurenza's life, Thorn agreed to stay.

Later on that night, Laurenza had taken refuge in her room. Thorn and Kuja had been arguing again. She knew things Thorn did not. She knew why Kuja hated Thorn so much, but she could not tell Thorn. Not yet, at least. Her mind suddenly rested on Levanté. She had said that she had moved on, but this was just to make Thorn feel better. Levanté was still in her mind, whether she wanted him there or not. She stared absent-mindedly out of her window and watched a large bird glide over the still lake that spread out behind Castle Medra. It flew a little more before closing its talons on a wriggling fish. It ascended and flew off into the night. Laurenza's attention was then drawn to the clear reflection of the moon in the lake.
"Why...?" She said absent-mindedly, as her thoughts on Levanté reached a sudden climax. "Stupid me... forget him. But what shall I do now? Garin's gone... Thorn and Kuja are fighting..."
"You have yourself..." came a voice from behind her, " That's all you need now..." Laurenza knew it was Thorn. She continued to stare out of the window, into the night.
"Eavesdropping isn't nice, you know." She said, slightly surprised at how childish her voice sounded compared to Thorn's. But he could not have been that much older than her. He only looked about seventeen, but he had said himself that he had been around for a thousand years at least. Laurenza's ponderings were brought to an end with a strange comment from Thorn.
"You were screaming it, my Queen," he said. "It's hard not to hear it."
She did not really understand what Thorn meant. She had not been speaking that loudly, but he could have meant her actions since Levanté's death.
"I am sorry to disturb you." he said softly, bringing her out of her contemplation yet again. "My place is not in your room..." Laurenza did not want him to go, she grabbed his hand and pulled him closer to the window, next to her.
"Don't go," she said, as she looked into his eyes again. She felt oddly attracted to them. She wondered whether his red eyes might be a birth defect, but she decided not to ask, and instead carried on talking. "I need some company, because if I'm alone, I'm left torturing myself in my own mind."
"You should find company in yourself, my Queen." said Thorn, as if he was delivering some kind of speech. "One time, there were fourteen great armies around me. It was the loneliest time of my life. And there were over 14,000 people around me." He paused for a moment. "When I awoke, I knew I had died. It felt strange. I knew that I had to keep myself company." Laurenza fell into deep thought again. She thought for a moment about Thorn fighting thousands of people single headedly, before failing and collapsing on to the ground.
"You... died?" she asked, in a mixture of surprise and confusion.
"In a way." He said, as if explaining a theory on why the sun rises. "There is only one thing that will truly kill me." Thorn paused for a moment; he seemed to be choosing his words carefully. "Only I know what it is and that it how it will stay."
"Good plan', Laurenza said, though she silently craved to know what it was, just out of interest. Thorn felt compelled to tell more of his story.
"I was sent to the Eternal Etheria, the place the dead go when they 'die'. I got my powers back, though, and made a new body to inhabit. I knew I had to keep low, I stayed in a cave for about three months, totally alone, but I felt that myself was all I needed. That is how you must feel."
"No..."Laurenza stated. She felt compelled to disagree with Thorn, but was not sure whether it was the sensible thing to do. "I don't want to feel like that. I want to have people around me. People I can trust in, people whom I can care for, and who care for me." She looked at Thorn for a moment, willing him to understand.
"Isn't that what everyone wants?" he inquired.
"Maybe, but I want it too."
"Me too." said Thorn. He was not really sure where this conversation was leading, or what to say.
"Really?" asked Laurenza, puzzled. "I thought that you were Mr. Solo."
"I have never had anybody to trust, I had to be Mr. Solo."
Laurenza willed him to understand again. "Well, you do now."
"Huh?" Thorn exclaimed, confused slightly.
"You have people to trust in."
Thorn understood, but still wanted to see how far he could lead Laurenza. "Really? I can't think of anyone." he grinned.
"Oh, you're terrible!" moaned Laurenza, as she began to pout.
Thorn decided to act more sensibly. "Do you mean to say that I can trust you?"
"Yes. I mean, if I wanted you dead, I wouldn't give you a roof over your head, now would I?"
Thorn thought about the word 'trust' for a moment. He felt he could trust Laurenza and knew he would have to if they were to get closer. He nodded, as he realised that he could indeed trust her.
"Thank you." Laurenza said, as she let out a silent sigh of relief in her mind. Gaining Thorn's trust had not been so hard, but she still felt unsure of his feelings about her, as she did her own. She then noticed that he had put his hand on her shoulder. She began wondering whether she ought to do something or not, when Thorn spoke again.
"Do you trust... me?" Though still not sure, Laurenza didn't want to spoil the moment.
"Yeah... I guess." She said. She could hear the uncertainty in her voice and wondered whether Thorn could also.
"Good..." said Thorn, who also sounded uncertain and nervous, but Laurenza took this as an invitation to get a little closer. She placed her head on his shoulder, and they placed their arms around each other. For the first time in a while, Laurenza felt not only warm and safe, but loved. She lifted her head off his shoulder and began to kiss him. At first, she thought she was doing something terribly wrong, and that Thorn may not even want to be kissed, but she soon realised that Thorn was not only accepting her lips, but also kissing them passionately in return. This may have continued for several minutes, or several seconds, she was not sure. Time seemed to lose all meaning after a moment. She felt Thorn's lips smoothly touch her own, sending feelings of sheer pleasure to her mind and body. It was after a few minutes, though, she realised she was being watched.

Tifanel, Arkun, Falos and Kuja are standing outside the open door, watching them with deep awe, except for Kuja, who was in his usual pose, standing against a wall with his arms folded and his head down, several feet away from the others.
"Hand me a barf bag," He groaned, with a slight smile to his face.
With Thorn's mouth being occupied, he seems to project his voice with his mind. "Stop and watch, Kuja," said the echoing voice of Thorn. "You might learn something."
"How often Kuja speaks of canaries, but does not have his own." growled Arkun, as the others
laughed.
Kuja scowled. Arkun commented on how sweet they looked and Tifanel sighed.
"Reminds me of someone special back home," he reminisced, with his eyes slightly out of focus. Thorn, who had stopped kissing Laurenza and now was looking at her with a kind smile on his face, waved his hand towards the door.
"I believe you've all seen enough." he said, as the door closed in their faces.
"First a kiss," said Kuja icily, audible from the other side of the door, "then your life. That woman will do nothing but hurt you."
A booming voice then came from Thorn's side of the door. "Never refer to her as a mere woman!" There was a slight rumbling and the door blasted off its hinges, pushed by a gigantic dark force. Thorn was behind it. He was floating in the air, not suspended by his wings, but by an unseen force. His face was showing pure fury and his eyes seemed to be glowing red again.
Everyone but Kuja stepped back slowly, keeping their eyes on Thorn. Kuja seemed calm; he felt he had nothing to fear of Thorn.
"What?" asked Kuja, laughing. "Shall I call her a man?"
Thorn turned his body, which was still floating, towards Laurenza. "How can you let him say those things about you?" Laurenza stood silently for a moment, her hair flowing as if blown by unfelt wind and her eyes shining with malice.
"I don't..."
"That's my girl." said Thorn, laughing. "Remember what I said, you don't need him!" But Kuja still showed no fear. He did not understand why, but Thorn did not scare him.
"What a charming couple." he mocked, his voice dripping with sarcasm. "Mr. and Mrs. Evil, I presume?" It was then that Thorn got angry. He lifted his hand towards Kuja and sent some powerful black light in his direction. At the last minute, Kuja transformed into a fog-like state, and hovered for a moment. Thorn's attack hit the wall behind him and sent large cracks in all directions.
"No one..."Thorn said softly, before raising his voice suddenly so everyone jumped. "NO ONE lives when I want to kill them! "Kuja re-appeared, but still with a mist surrounding him, so Thorn couldn't attack him. Thorn looked at the mist for a moment, and then back at Kuja. He was no longer floating and his eyes had returned to normal. Kuja spoke again, mirroring Thorn's anger.
"I am not like that fool, Garin!" He said, as he suddenly made around five, odd-looking Demons appear out of nowhere. He threw his hand forward and the Demons charged at Thorn. Thorn threw them away, one by one, using only the power of his mind alone. They hit the ground and disappeared in small explosions of light, one by one.
"You can't hide, Kuja." barked Thorn threateningly, as the last of the Demons disappeared.
"Think again! " cried Kuja, as he faded into fog once again. Thorn closed his eyes and began to chant.
"Mirror, Fog, Smoke, Illusion!" He quickly spotted the soul of Kuja, focusing on it and laughed.
"I see you, boy!" he called, almost hysterically.
"Waah! That's not fair!" Kuja cried out, exasperated.
"I told you." said Thorn. It was difficult to determine who seemed the most insane, they were both standing with their fists clenched and teeth bared, Kuja had his demonic glint in his eye and Thorn's kept flickering between glowing and normal. Kuja, knowing that his fog was now useless, seemed to pick it up and throw it at Thorn, who blasted it away from him, causing it to dissipate like a cloud.
"Drat." cursed Kuja. He was panting slightly, but still looked ready to kill. He held up his hand, as if he were saluting the sky, and began to talk under his breath. "Oh elemental forces from which this world was born... Cleansing flames that erase the evil... Torrential storms that ravage the land... Purifying ice that immobilizes all... Tetrastorm!" A mixture of red, yellow, white and blue energy was drawn to Kuja, and began to mix in his hands. Thorn watched him, making no attempt to protect himself. Kuja brought the energy crashing down towards Thorn. Thorn tried to throw it back, but was too late. It collided with him and he was flipped back across the room. He landed and slid for about a meter before coming to a stop, but did not move. He lay there, completely still, showing no signs of life.

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